Have you ever meet upon a life story about an anak menakan/cucu (because i'm a Penangite, i rather prefer using this word) who is confused on everything that's happening in front her? About all the stupidities, untruth, unfaithfulness, and faulty attitude circulating around her big family. Her only grandmother, her only uncle, and her aunties?? Except for few aunties.
"Aslm. How are you my precious, my darling anak uncle. I haven't heard from you anything. How are you progressing in your study, will have tough battle to challenge between your study and thoughts about your feeling of your family. BUT YOU HAVE TO OVERCOME, I LOST THE ONLY SISTER IN LAW THAT I LOVE MOST. I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOUR BROTHERS IN MY OWN WAY, you have to complete with fine colors just for your mom, who has given and sacrifices everything for you, and she is a real mother which is absolutely very rare to find in this world. I always love her and care for her. I too one day have to go, but I want to see you, achieve and honored the best in your studies and undertakings. I thank you to have given the best time and care to your mom. I just wish to hug and kiss you with all my love towards you, that i love most. Do sms me when you are free or call me. Selamat menyambut Ramadhan dan selamat berpuasa. You take care, aunt Diana always pray doa for you to have confident and strength, she love you very much. I love u. Wassalam."
I'm confused. I can barely think of what to say and how to act. I am badly stucked in between. This is such a complicated relationship i can never understand!
My life is sometimes just more miserable than what it seems.